Emotional

I am sooo emotional right now !
I just watched Parenthood... can you blame me ?
I am ready to curl up under the covers and just sob for no reason
oye -I'm such a girl and Cory would be rolling his eyes at me right now
I can't help it, I always find a way to relate all these stories back to me
I always have a fear that I'm super lame or I'm a mean person and
I always want to be the person who is happy and is easy-going about life.
I have a lot of fears about my future about myself as a person, it's really never ending.
It's something I need to and want to work on, to not sweat the small stuff and be happy
And Enjoy Life !
So this is one of those times when I want to remember that.
I want to work on being easy-going and trusting in my God.
I don't want to be fearful, but faithful.
Easier said then done, I know.
But I like to remind myself it's a growing process
A loonngggg process, but it's still happening and will continue through out my life.

Remember Courtney ! Be happy, be excited and be trusting and faithful to your God.


oh and also, sometimes its just totally awesome and satisfying to just cry for no reason.