decor and stress.

suitcases/photo booth props/blue

for the aisle

Bottles !

lanterns :)

instead of a pillow for the rings we want to put them on a Bible. 

 Our center, our love comes from Jesus

for the cards, Cory loves this idea !

Photos/desk/clothes pins

all {via}

 Just some more things of what I would like at the wedding :) 

I am hoping to find most of these items by waking up at 6am and going on the hunt 

at some garage sales.

I've been successful in finding glass bottles and jars. 

I am really on the hunt for a good suitcase and hopefully some other vintage/rustic style items.

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Some people love planning their wedding and some....well have a harder time doing this 

{that would be me} 

I have most things in order.

Except for a darn DJ.

for reals, so hard. 

I just think once I can see it in person, then I will love it and be excited.

But just envisioning it..once again..just plain hard to do. 

I want to be giddy. I want to be over the moon excited. I want to ! I just want it all

to come to life right in front of my eyes like now please. 

{It will look amazing, no matter what}

mmmmm kinda of hard to say now that I think about it.

I want perfect.

I have heard all the horror stories of things going wrong here and there. 

And I feel its unavoidable

And I just don't know if I'll be able to handle it to be honest.

So I'm afraid that something will go wrong and everyone will notice.

 And that's really where I'm at right now, there's no turn around

No, {but I know it will be great I just know it!} 

I'm afraid, worried, stressed, and a tad overwhelmed. 

This bites. 

I am excited to be married to the man of my dreams. 

YAY ! :) 

There's my happy thought