Its been lookin' a lot like this lately 

college life. 

finals are right around the corner 

{8 more days left}

I can't wait to be done and to just focus on one thing 

the wedding.

it's coming up so fast and I feel very unprepared for all that needs to get done.

it's becoming really real that it's only 3 short months away 

I'm on an emotional roller coaster right now and so many things are going through my head daily.

any emotion you could possibly think of ...I'm feeling at least once during the day. 

literally.

I keep thinking that you only get one shot to have a wedding you know?

it's not like a class you take in school, if you mess up you at least know that you can try again if you really have to. 

but a wedding....one shot 

and it's not like I'm a professional wedding planner and this is my job

I work with 5 year old kids....that hardly prepares you on how to plan a wedding

and EVERYONE has an opinion on EVERYTHING you do. 

I know I'm supposed to say I'm going to do it my way ....but still you want to make people happy and some people actually make good suggestions 

it's just harder than I thought it would be 

and don't get me wrong I'm beyond excited to marry the love of my life 

but all this other madness and stress ...I could kinda of deal with out

30 people witnessing your marriage on the beach....sounds good right about now 

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And sometimes I just need to stop, relax and enjoy this time 

take it all in 

because it's only going to happen once 

 

 what I tell ya ...emotional roller coaster 

back to studying

 

can't wait for it to be May 17th 

can't wait for it to be August 5, 2012 

:)